*sprays lavender mist before writing post*
*deep breath*
So, it is not uncommon for anyone to experience anxiety towards the end of their day. It is surly a curse upon man and is completely unfortunate. Usually I experience this with things such as work, what I said to a friend or stranger that day, or if I had locked the door...over...and over. So I should not be surprised that I experience great anxiety over my choice of pursuing this (what I can now call) dream of mine.
I go through a rollercoaster of emotion. I'll be super excited and want to quit my job and run to the airport but then at the end of the day I am questioning myself and feeling like I'm falling into a horrible pit of despair. Fun stuff.
I have to remind myself that the dark feelings are only temporary. To give it up to God and remind myself that he is in control and has sent me so many resources to affirm his plan.
Still. If you think of me keep me in your prayers.
